Wednesday, August 12, 2009

An approximated convo

So LB read the blog yesterday. I must say, I was quite pleased that he took the time. He wanted me to post a text conversation we had regarding what we really missed and what was different now that we've started the bet. The texts were deleted by my stupid phone but the message was thus. I miss the sensation of eating, of actually making the repetitive motion of putting food in my mouth. Not to get all Freud on you but I've always had an oral fixation, I bite my fingernails, I chew my lip and the inside of my cheek, etc. So the motion of eating is something that I miss because when you eat smaller portions, you just don't get the same feeling. LB mentioned the feeling of being full. Of feeling satisfied and actually full rather than just the feeling of having eaten. I hear ya. Hopefully with the Atkins thing I'll be able to alleviate that a bit but who knows? I also miss sweet things. There aren't a whole lot of really sugary things that are good for you and so I miss them. Things I don't/won't miss. Feeling so full/bloated that I think I may explode. Having my stomach revolt in the middle of the night. (too graphic?) Hang-y arm flab.

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